How can I apply for social security disability when if I am 18?

I'm having some of the same problems. I feel like I've been hurting on the inside for as long as I can remember. I don't have any money, a social life, any friends and am to the point I feel like giving up. I'm glad I came across your post because I was wondering the same thing. How can I get help? I need something I just can't be left to die and suffer like this. I'm also glad you chose not to kill yourself because it really helps to know someone else is out here having my same feelings. I'm 18 too I'm using my brothers yahoo. I'm not gay but my bro is and I don't have any thing against gay ppl. I heard you could go to your local social security office and apply for food stamps and benifits which I'm going to try. Please hold on! I know its hard. That's what I'm trying to tell myself just to hold on. If you ever need anybody you may wanna talk or vent to I swear I'll do my best to respond. You could even message me for my email if you want it. I really hope this helped a little. Stay strong!